Just a gentle whisper,
Told me that you're gone.
Leaving only memories,
Where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then,
So let me say them now.
I'm still in love with you.
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me
And I'll be there
I'll be there waiting
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like i do
Come to me now
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer
Our love is forever
Holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
Love has found
Love has found
A way
I'm in love
I'm so in love
I'm in love
Yes I'm in love
I'm so in love
With you
Wokayz, Today is the day I will forget the ultimate memories..Wokayz, maybe not totally! Just my worries about him turning into another person..This refers to all the guys that I know of...I mean, B and him changed into someone I never knew. One by reading his blog..the other I saw him with my own eyes. Gosh! Both of them are very dear to me. I dunnoe ar! All I know...I miss B, I mean the old him.
The new him? Gosh, is it because when we were attached, he have to be caring and now that we are going our own ways, he have to a little bit distant? All I know, I started it. I mean I was the one that talked to him like a bit distant. So ok, never mind, no point saying the reason now cuz itz like over. Gosh, Not another unfocus! FOCUS..darn.Wokayz...
As for him, I shall try and be NORMAL to him like I used to..Wokayz, had a talk with Fida today..I mean I went out and all the name that came out from my mouth was the crush's(D) name. Ooh...when u are super close to the person, u tend to have feelings for the person. I mean, I was with him practically everyday. I tried to curb this feelings but I just cant. But I told her that I just want D and me to be like this. No more or less cuz I dun want us to be distant like how me and B are now. Tat also includes to all guys whom I rejected just because I get a little too close that they think I like them. Gosh, Im such a dangerous girl..I just want D and me to be close friends for fear of things like going distant to a point of no talking. It can go to that extent. Look at the extent at me and E...It became the gossip of the girls in poly at one time as I rejected him. Never mind, it will never happen again, I hope...
Wokayz...enough of those tales..somebody is gonna be mad..At the most, it will become the talk of the town again...Now the trip to ORCHARD!!!
Yeah, I went to Eunos with Fida. Dun ask me, Shez gonna kill me if u guyz find out what we did there cuz itz supposed to be a secret..So itz gonna be a secret....After went to Eunos, we went to Orchard. Reached orchard around 6.30pm and went to Lido. We wanted to watch Ice Harvest but it only starts at 9.45pm..So that was outz..So decided to watch The Family Stone which starts at 7.10pm. The earliest after eating our dinner at BK. Gosh, we had fun all the way. Did you know that we laughed the WHOLE journey??? Gosh, I tink today,I talked a lot. I dunnoe why am I speaking in english to almost everyone. Not that itz not good but I think watching CH5 and listening to WKRZ, P10 everyday makes me talked in english..Just like in secondary skewl.
After the show, we went to Far East Plaza and did some window shopping and the clothes that both of us like costs a WHOPPING $69.90..SO EX!!!! Never mind, we are gonna get those once we are working or when the prices drop to $39.90 or less..I am supposed to be shopping today since its the winter season. Herez the time where all the LONG sleeve shirts are SUPERBLY nice, cute and pretty unlike in summer or spring where the LONG sleeve shirts are like the NYONYA kind...So hate it! The best time to shop for ms arab girl is in the month of November, December and January...The month of Autumn and Winter...Cuz itz the only time where all the nice long sleeve clothes can be FOUND!!!
I am super happy mood today! Throughout the whole day, I have been laughing with fida over small little things like, me being talkative, the Handsome cashier who serves us a big plastic bag and dunnoe bout what...Den when I was taking a ride home, I laughed again at this guy who din give me a seat when he din want to seat. Gosh, it passes thru all the passengers who sits next to the auntie of the empty seat..Hahaz! I dinnoe that laugh is CONTAGIOUS. I guess it is..LAUGH often PEEPZ...when you are down, you should LAUGH! Hahaz, I din..I cry when I was down..Cried so many nights to the point that I said this is gonna be the last I am gonna cry over such stuffs. But I think it wont be..the last...that im gonna cry over him...This happiness will be short lived..Dun worry..
Yeah, I am gonna be doing a new blog while this blog will not be collecting dust, it will collecting my tears as I am not gonna let all my pitfalls here! I will rename this blog when the clock strikes 12 am..I dunnoe bout the layout of the new blog yet..Perhapz, itz gonna be about greenery? I dunnoe..Later then decide..Hahaz!
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Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
Age:20
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri, Dunearn Sec, Singapore Poly
Hometown: Teck Whye Lane
Hangouts: Causeway Point, Bugis, Jurong Point, Orchard, Esplanade
[[ The Wishlist ]]
Get better grades this year
Get a driving licence at the shortest possible time
Learn to love myself more
Be more confident of myself
Try to live to the fullest
Be a renowned COMPOSER one day
To help out with my family to have an easy life in future
To rely on myself instead of others