Living Freely

10/05/2005

Hello2...In times like this, .everybody tends to remain as calm as possible...Itz because itz the FASTING MONTH!!! Whoo Hoo!!!! Yeah...today is the first day..Look thru his blog as per normal...dalam baik eh abang B sindir kita.....Orang tahu la everytime u make a statement, I always rebuked back....You make an explanation but it somehow falls into deaf ears but when a girl is upset, you can never expect her to listen to you...Haiz..Di mana ada cinta, di situ confirm ada benci, ye tak? Haiz...Sometimes I just hate him but I dunnoe why it will subside quickly forgetting his mistakes and all...

Anywayz...Korang2 nie jangan tak berposa tau...bulan niela kita dapat menebus segala dosa-dosa yang lalu...Looking back, I kinda notice that there was a lot of sins that I did unknowingly. Of cuz, when u r up there and when the satan come inside the picture, you wont seem to know that itz a sin. Even today, I went out with Hafiz(my grp mate), we shared a lot of bad remarks to each other. Nevertheless, it end up quite well...Of cuz, I never said sorry which I should have cuz its the FASTING MONTH. Jahat eh? What to do...we always joke liddat.

Therez chemistry between us which is good for Final Year Project and I really hope that we make the niche to get A or Distinction this time after much quarreling. The both of us will spend a lot of time together doing webpage for our project based on teaching students how to pass measurement module with good grades. And NO, He will never be my soulmate if thats what you peepz is thinking and PLEASE dun matchmake me with him! This applies to my poly mates who keeps teasing me...He may be good looking..and some say hez more good looking than B but he and I will only be working PARTNERS..Got that? I will never, NEVER make him one even if he asked me to...

I am still thinking of which software to use for this project...between Adobe Photoshop and Dreamweaver....The best is to combine the two of them together! That will be great! Yeah...thats why Ive been playing with my friendster and multiply account. Matching colour with background...For this blog website...I guess if I play around with it, maybe it will change..Wait for the outcome peepz!!! Soon to become...

Oh yeah! I went for my first driving lesson this month! Today marked my second lesson and I got the same Instructor who hates Stage 1 to 3...But I will expect to see him this week and in 2 week's time cuz I book him early2...Hahaz...Thus, whether he like it or not, I have to meet him for this 3 stages. My leg was tired and shivering...Fuh!!! Nobody told me itz gonna be tough learning driving...My hand, eye and leg co-ordination is so poor but still can manage if I practice. This is based on my experience with piano lessons where u have to use all 3 co-ordination except you dont have to move your leg every now and then..I wonder..How would it be in 3 month's time. Will I get my licence to drive?? Again...as my saying goes...ONLY TIME WILL TELL! I cant wait for tomorrow to come cuz it will be my 3rd Lesson driving!! I wonder how would it feels like.

Hmm...I was appointed yet again as the leader for Al-Iman Youth Wing for the girls..Damn! Do I like it? Yes and No...Yes cuz I want to be the KEY playa..No cuz it takes responsibility...So I have to take up responsibility for calling up girls for events. Therez a new Advisor and I kinda like this guy. Reason: Hez very upgoing though hez a little bit OVER-aged for a youth. Hez like us so youth like...As the cliff richard song....The Young Ones....Dunnoe the lyrics but hez so young at heart. I cant wait for the events coming up and working with him. It seems like fun but dia nie layan sangat kerenah budak2 lelaki. The girls...whoa!!! So organised! I like!!! Tak payah nak organisekan mereka!!

Hmm...dalam orang tgh kesedihan, I receive 2 guys asking me for numbers! Can you imagine that! 2 GUYZ!! I really dunnoe what they see in me...My face is filled with pimples, PIMPLES...Haiz..apa2la...pimples is of cuz due to my stress overload...mana ngan baru putus cinta, project nak siapkan, test dengar half class fail...Itz measurement paper of cuz...I cried while doing the paper. Reason: It was so difficult and I so wanted to give up but sumhow I heard someone forcing me to do it no matter how difficult it was. Thatz why I cried..That someone dun want me to give up half-way...My mind was blank...SUPER Blank when I look at the drawing...Then I just do slowly2...The drawing is actually a basement pathway like the one u see in Orchard. We have to measure it..Konon2, that pathway is not there...Must take into consideration the 2 side buildings so as not to have cracks occuring. Punyala susah..Ini blum construction lagi tau...baru measuring the items and pricing of the materials needed for the basement pathway.Reason: If the measurement is super tough, the construction is even worst!

Its quite a long one by me! Reason, I got a lot of things in my mind to throw inside this blog. If you notice, I purposely, CAPS the FASTING MONTH...cuz I wish for makepo and fudge to stop arguing inside my tagboard. Though it makes my taggie alive, I would like it if they make friends. How bout that fudge?

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
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