In Love with You

Just a gentle whisper,
Told me that you're gone.
Leaving only memories,
Where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then,
So let me say them now.
I'm still in love with you.

Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me
And I'll be there
I'll be there waiting
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like i do

Come to me now
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer
Our love is forever
Holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now

Love has found
Love has found
A way

I'm in love
I'm so in love
I'm in love
Yes I'm in love
I'm so in love
With you

OMG! You peepz know, I was expecting a call from this someone (B). When B finally calls, I treat B like as if I wasn’t expecting the call. I usually do not treat B liddat. Man! I mean I was shocked myself. I wonder why I even reacted that way. There were a lot of silent moments. Those moments, I think if I were to ask how he was doing would be enough to cover up for the loading webpage. But NO! I was just waiting for the web page to load. To me, the silence moment was ok but when I put down the phone, then I realized that actually, it was ODD. I mean, never in my life would I be quiet to B but today, TODAY, I actually kept quiet while waiting for the webpage to load. Now, then I realize why B keeps saying, “Hello? Are u still there?”

Actually it’s not news but I feel like it’s a miracle to even treat B liddat. Expecting the call and when the call came, I din really feel anything. It was as if my heart was the one who did the talking. I was hurt and disappointed due to B. Who wouldn’t right? One moment, it was very flowery and the very next moment, it was hellish. Yeah, sick because of shocking news is not new to me. Twice it happens. This was the second. I just hope I will get better soon. I am not that well. I guess the only reason why I was quiet was because I din want B to know I had a sore throat. But still, the last moments of talking to him? How to explain that kind of reaction?

B: Goodbye, Take care and see u soon

Me: Err..Bye and take care of urself 2( Wonder if B listen)

Wow! Did I just do that? I think I did. Gosh! It’s still a miracle how it happens but never mind. I am sure B would understand that I am having my exams and that could the reason for the cold reaction that I gave. Even the talk about last 2 Wednesday ago was not even mentioned. Guess it’s best not mention cuz it will only affect my studies.

2 more papers to go…and off to 1 week holiday before the next paper..28^th September. Adios now!

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|7:49 PM|

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[[ The Soul ]]

Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
Age:20
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri, Dunearn Sec, Singapore Poly
Hometown: Teck Whye Lane
Hangouts: Causeway Point, Bugis, Jurong Point, Orchard, Esplanade

[[ The Wishlist ]]

Get better grades this year
Get a driving licence at the shortest possible time
Learn to love myself more
Be more confident of myself
Try to live to the fullest
Be a renowned COMPOSER one day
To help out with my family to have an easy life in future
To rely on myself instead of others

[[ The Talk ]]