Just a gentle whisper,
Told me that you're gone.
Leaving only memories,
Where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then,
So let me say them now.
I'm still in love with you.
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me
And I'll be there
I'll be there waiting
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like i do
Come to me now
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer
Our love is forever
Holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
Love has found
Love has found
A way
I'm in love
I'm so in love
I'm in love
Yes I'm in love
I'm so in love
With you
Hey ya peepz....initially I wanted to write a bad one for B but becuz B is so nice by saying that he still loves me though we cant be together, I decided not to write any. Whatever it is B, stay happy always and dun be half dead. I hope you will cheer up. We will alwayz be connected thru thick and thin. I love you too but truth to be told, we just cant be together just yet.. Haiz...I think HE still loves us.(if you know what I mean) Look at it the positive side. In a perfect world, we are a perfect couple living happily with no worries...but here, it aint gonna happen..or WILL IT? Only time will tell...But I wont forget you calling me mean, though...Haiz...
Hmm...yeah..today..what did I do..I was reminiscing the days of me and B together.After everything we have gone through, it have to end this way. I hate the way it end. It end abruptly not giving me a chance to redeem myself for the hurt I have caused B. Seriously, I really hate the way it end. I dun even want it to end either. I actually cried in my sleep everyday for 2 weeks now. Reason, I know we have to part the day he gave me the bad news. I did not know why I cried...Is this it? Is this the pain where all the couples when they broke up felt? Is this the pain of hearbroken?
I wont forget the experience that B have given me. He gave me the motivation to do well, the courage to go all out, the tips to study, the tips to upgrade myself and most of all, he made me feel LOVED. He gave me love. He actually created a bond between us that we actually communicated without using the technology that was available. Or is that just a coincidential event? Whatever it is, I think it was love that communicated us thru. But now, NOW, it have to end. Due to me, he did all sorts of things that he never thought he would do. Is that love? Protecting the love that has been created out of this relationship, maybe?
Whatever it is, I shant say hes the best yet cuz hez the first boy who made me feel special. Hez the first boy who asked me to be the girl in his life to fill the emptiness inside of him. Hez the first who made me feel the wonderful world called LOVE. Everytime I am with him, itz like there was only us together. No one was in the world. Only US.
When we part, then I realised therez another world called reality. Reality sets in and then I realised if only I din do this, then the world called LOVE culd have stand a bit longer...But NO! I forget the reality part. I dunnoe bout him but thats how I really felt. I really hope if we could have turn the clock backwards, perhaps we could have save that world that we have created.
Now, I really hope that he would still be in his full form cuz once hez half dead, I will be also. The world hasn been shattered...but hope will be there cuz therez such a thing called FUTURE. Will the future turn the fate around and let us be together? Only time will tell...
Till the day I find the true soulmate, I will improvise myself in terms of my IQ, EQ and my physique. If you guys have seen me in the friendster picture and the added picture in Cutie Me in my multiply website, you will notice that I have started wearing Eyeliner. In future, I think, you guys will see me wearing not that loose clothes, perhaps if I wear them, it will look good on me..hahaz...
Hope is still there
When there's a future
Whatever happens
Its for a good reason....
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Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
Age:20
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri, Dunearn Sec, Singapore Poly
Hometown: Teck Whye Lane
Hangouts: Causeway Point, Bugis, Jurong Point, Orchard, Esplanade
[[ The Wishlist ]]
Get better grades this year
Get a driving licence at the shortest possible time
Learn to love myself more
Be more confident of myself
Try to live to the fullest
Be a renowned COMPOSER one day
To help out with my family to have an easy life in future
To rely on myself instead of others