Just a gentle whisper,
Told me that you're gone.
Leaving only memories,
Where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then,
So let me say them now.
I'm still in love with you.
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me
And I'll be there
I'll be there waiting
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like i do
Come to me now
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer
Our love is forever
Holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
Love has found
Love has found
A way
I'm in love
I'm so in love
I'm in love
Yes I'm in love
I'm so in love
With you
Haiz...i think i have to risk saying everything ryte now...Kalau sesiapa yang terasa itu....janganlah marah eh...Dun be mad if it hits u cuz i aint gonna say anything..........Dont even try to say sorry in the tagboard cuz do some soul-searching yourself!
Sometimes I dont understand some people. Sometimes I cant clique with some people. Is it just me or issit the whole world is like this? Read some of my fren's blog and it so happens that being kind is no longer good these days.... My face was being stepped over just because I was tooo lenient on them. I really don't know why people like to make use of me? The fact is there yet I dun want to face the fact. Sometimes, reality beats fantasy.
In secondary school, therez this stigma going on. In fact, the clever students never get to clique with the normal student. I thought it was only happening in my secondary school, then, NOW, NOW, there are still people who still thinks over the top. I really don't know what makes paper valuable..Its happening everywhere. In workplace, in school, in wherever...I see it everywhere. ..I dun mean to criticize the people who still treats us like we are human but to those who dont, please do some soul searching...Give them a chance, GIVE US A CHANCE! We have feelings, itz not like we dont.
There are some who are anti-people, (i.e. religion, race, skin, etc). We are humans. Every religion says we should be good to each other. With the bombings everywhere, we should stick together and fight terrorism and not being anti. For once u are anti-people, you will be steorytyping that they are like so and so when not all are like that. For example(anti-malay), you heard a fren said that this person is so and so...and because that person is malay, you straight away yes, that person is like this. What the! You should understand a person first before making any speculations. I am that kind of person. Understanding is important. I also believe that people will notice if u r so anti-people.
There are some who just criticize or being sarcastic people as if they dont feel anything. Just because, JUST BECAUSE I SMILE, IT DOESNT MEAN I AM NOT HURT INSIDE. I just dont want to make it be seen! So, if I smile, it could mean a thousand words! When I finally show my sadness,it means the hurt is too much, TOO MUCH! TOO MUCH TILL I WONT FORGIVE! When I finally show my anger, thats when, the hurt is the MAX! But, they say, I am too childish to even think whats ryte and wrong.
HAIZ, sometimes, I HATE MYSELF! There was even a time,I feel like self-inflicting myself with this penknife. But because I have no courage to do it, I just look and imagine, IMAGINE, how would it feels like. I wonder, soon, SOON, if the pain is kerbed and not let out, I think I would not only imagine, I would do it physically. So what, if I dont love myself. I tried to love myself by giving treats to myself whenever I am sad, Chocolates, Sweets, DVD Marathon,you named it but it seems it doesnt seem to work anymore. In fact just imagining myself doing the self-inflicting could make me feel better. I wonder if i do it physically, would it feel even better? Perhaps, I should try when I have the courage. But like i said, I dun even have the courage to do it. Haiz, it feels like fear factor eh....hahaz...
Yeah let me repeat again what I said in the first paragraph..........
Haiz...i had risk saying everything that is needed to say ryte from the bottom of my heart...Kalau sesiapa yang terasa itu....janganlah marah eh...Dun be mad if it hits u cuz i aint gonna say anything..........Dont even try to say sorry in the tagboard cuz do some soul-searching yourself! Wokayz peepz! Take Care aight! Dont bother telling me that self-inflicting is bad or try to hide all those sharp things, cuz I wont have the courage to do it.
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Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
Age:20
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri, Dunearn Sec, Singapore Poly
Hometown: Teck Whye Lane
Hangouts: Causeway Point, Bugis, Jurong Point, Orchard, Esplanade
[[ The Wishlist ]]
Get better grades this year
Get a driving licence at the shortest possible time
Learn to love myself more
Be more confident of myself
Try to live to the fullest
Be a renowned COMPOSER one day
To help out with my family to have an easy life in future
To rely on myself instead of others