Living Freely

5/29/2005

Tomorrow will be the start of a new skewl semester as a third year student. Haiz...I am gonna miss all my past classmates. I wonder how my new classmates is. Will they be as good and united like my past classmates? Will they treat me like my past classmates? Will they be helpful? Fuh, I really hope it turns out ok if I ever transfer my class. Sorry yeah to my new classmate, I am gonna change class this week to swap class with a friend of mine. Please accept her as ur new classmates yeah. I really hope that new class of mine is as good as this one! Yeah...the shortest by Sharifah Nurulhuda....Please go to nurhayat.blogspot.com for my malay report on the Piala Khatulistiwa. Itz not in good malay though..Thanx and goodbye!!!

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|10:15 PM|

5/21/2005

Hi peepz!!!!! Im back from camp!! Now, back to my other activities....the most upcoming is....
Graffiti competition...den to Nurhayat AGM...

I MISS KEM PANGLIMA!!!!!!! What happen in this camp??? Timeline please...........

First Nite
A get to know session for all Facs and Helpers but I wasnt there. I was busy printing the edition of Nurhayat only to find out one of the pages have a fault and we have to reprint that page the next day as we cannot edit the page in school due to closing time of the com lab. Haiz, we were back only durin the dinner time and since we ate already, I juz hang around in school. After dinner was the nite walk recce. Nuthin much happen this day.

Second day
After breakfast, the facs are supposed to collect the freshies to the camp. As me and hisham need to edit the faulty page, we could not fetch the freshies and came back only at around 11.30am. By then, the freshies are getting ready to play Guess Who which is a very confusing game. I remembered that I played this game during the Sec 3 Nacli camp. Ryte hariani? Remember those days?? Then,the freshies are supposed to put their bags in the bunk.
After putting their bags in the bunk, they go back to the cliff to play Blow-Wind-Blow while waiting for lunch to be served. I was being sit during this game and luckily i wasnt hurt. He was forgiven though but that experience i would not forget cuz it was a funny experience.Ahakz..
Everyone had to group into groups of 4-5 peepz for lunch as we are eating lunch in a dulang. The facs eat together. Eating in a dulang is the most satisfying as it is more appetising. Ahakz...what the heck am i talking about?
After lunch, the freshies have a departmental clinic while those facs not involved in the clinic help to staple and packed the kem edition in the mls room. After the
departmental clinic, the freshies was regrouped into 3 groups. 2 of the groups played rumah dayak while the other play rock climbing. I was one of the groups playing rumah dayak and we had fun. Rock climbing was fun 2 but i did not climb though. Congrats to Raudhah and Zura for making it to the top.
After this was washing up time and dinner...nuthin much happen...after dinner, the freshies was grouped into 6 groups. I know my group is ANTAKESUMA MERAH.. They are the best! Actually, all of the freshies are the best! After the grouping, it was time for sleeping time for the freshies but not for the facs.
The facs had to do a skit but we discuss what to do and decided that the best is to make a skit of the freshie's thoughts. Supposedly, for the whole of 3days but decided on first day only.

2nd day
Woke up to the sounds of hp beeping calling to stop. Ahakz..Kewl! We had morning exercise which doesnt seems like one. Ahakz, more like stretching exercise but the run was good! Makes me wake up! After that, it was breakfast. Nice breakfast and off we head to station games. It is to collect the ingredients for our survival cooking. Yupz, we cooked Fried rice and named it Nasi Goreng Ante..Put in all ingredients for the rice and u should look at how we cooked the rice. Very funny, after putting the chilli paste/motherboard, den we put in our onions and garlics. Ahakz..Itz all put together..
After lunch, we had financial talk by Sis Sarimah Soeradi and Bro Amirnordin Omar.I sleep thru the talk though i tried very hard to wake up. Haiz,so wasted...missed out a lot on the talk.
After the talk,it was identity making thru our shield and spear. Unfortunately, i only had pictures of the shield. It was designed by Nyqa and done by the whole group. Nice design!! Before dinner was served,it was time for the presentation of the shield and spear and cheer.
Hmm..i wonder what happen after this. Yeah, it was malam dongeng something like amazing race but we had to use our malay capabilities to the station master before getting our clue and getting to the next station by using the clues. My team was the 4th team to reached but unfortunately we cant finish all the stations becuz we had a hiccups on one of the stations. Stupid Security guard! thatz what i have to say. Im sure all my groupmembers felt the same way, ryte guyz!!! Then it was sleeping time for the freshies yet again! Not for the facs and my team mates. The facs have to finish off their skit by that day or we'll be doomed cuz we hav no time. My team mates had to discuss bout their catapult design. Everyone of us sleep like 5am and had to wake up at 5.30am...haiz..jadila eh..ahakz

3rd day
Woke up again to do morning exercise..again, i did 5 rounds of run around the basketball court to perk me up! For the first time, i run non-stop for the 5 runs. Fuh, getting ready for my napha..ahakz!!Only hisham and I, the facs are running. The rest of the facs just looked at us. Again, breakfast before the games. Though it was raining in the morning, it stopped. Thus, we played the game. Haiz, the games was fun. Especially, getting wet part. Before lunch, they played emergency crisis exercise. Sorry freshies, even us as the facs has to act in front of the freshies. But my part was obvious cuz the motorcycle exhaust wasnt hot. Ahakz, but the acting was good though the exhaust wasnt hot. After lunch, it was fear factor games.
My first station for this game was the eating session. Luckily for my group we din hit the cencaluk. Fuh..only vinegar, garlic, coke and some herbal drink(compulsory). The second station was the mealworm station where we had to move the mealworm from one bucket to another by running 10m. After that, one of the members had to put the mealworm inside their mouth for as long as possible. My team and the other was so good that they decided to award both team with 5 points.
The third station was the putting your hands inside a box and pick up $1.63 from the box filled with crickets. Fuh, nice one..but not so nice..Ahakz..
The fourth station was the blowing up balloons till it burst. I managed to blow 2 balloons. Fuh, i take up a lot of balloons.
After blowing the balloons, we had to do a MIQ session. It was a session to prepare the freshies for the next MIQ next year as this year we did not participate. Haiz..
Then it was wash up time!!
After wash up it was time for a dinner buffet. We managed to take photos durin the dinner buffet.Yupz, but itz just not the same eating in a dulang and eating with own plate. Haiz.There were performances by Khairul and SSP and us, the facs. The freshies had watched us and i lurve my performance! It was a comedy skit. Ahakz. After dinner, it was a self-reflective session before the confidence walk. No one actually sleep after the confidence walk as it was nearly 4am when it ended. I sleep for 2hours durin the confidence walk as i was on duty at the cliff. Someone was there taking care, i had a chance to sleep. Again, i failed to do my duty as i slept throughout. Wait, was it 2 hours or 1 hour that i sleep. The walk start at 1.30am and end at 3.40am. Yupz, 2 hours. Sorry guyz..was too tired and tanx for putting me on duty at the cliff for me to sleep.
4th Day
Morning call but as i din sleep after the confidence walk, i had the oppportunity to take a bath in an empty toilet at 5.30am in the morning. Ahakz. I think my team mates did not sleep either to finish up their catapult. After washing up, it was packing time for them and the girls freshies took a picture in the bunk.
Then, off to MLT9 for breakfast and discussion on their presentation. My group did a presentation filled with Sajak, Pantun and Gurindam. Fuh!!! POWER!! Thatz the word. Eddy and me just helped out by making the actress get into character and how they are supposed to act out. We din do much. They are the best!! After breakfast, they had a catapult competition but my team din win. Its sad but the most impt thing is we had fun together! Ryte guyz! The sub commitee did their presentation first before the freshies presentation. All the groups did their best to potray their characters! Hmm, after the presentation, it was time to announce the winners.Though my team din get the top 2 prizes,we had fun!! I lurve my team! After everything was over, my team pass their individual's ice-cream stick to each other and it was home sweet home after one last photo of all the members of the camp(facs, helpers and freshies.

I was so tired that I sleep thru the day after washing up at home. I slept from 4.30pm till 11pm. Still i was tired that I sleep again at 12am in the morning. Ahakz..super tired yeah..fuh! No one could wake me up cuz i din sleep for like 3 dayz? Thatz a long one by sharifah nurulhuda...Fuh! Finally done!

I would like to take this opportunity to thank Nyqa for the pictures and all the members in my team for making it fun for me! I had the best dayz of this month with you guys.

To top it off, i gain my energy and motivation thru this camp!!!!
For the photos, you may try go to this webby:
http://photobucket.com/albums/y6/shanurda85/Kem%20Panglima/

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|7:00 PM|

Your #1 Match: ESFJ

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*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|11:29 AM|

5/16/2005

Hai Peepz...Notice the different of song...whoa sey, the song is a love song. A very romantic song. It is dedicated to the man in my heart ryte now, yes itz u mr. Yeah,yeah, i know we have changed the status but I still cannot let you go. To you, we may be frens(izzit)...to me, you are still the man who changed me completely into a better person. I love you and I cant let you go. Haiz, if u guyz notice, this is like some old story back in february.I just stop talking bout it like last month i think??? Haiz...if only,if only....

Anywayz, im goin to camp for 4dayz and 4nitez. Today's evening will the nite i start my camp life. Haiz...eh, i just realised something. This whole month of May, Im fully packed.hmm..herez the details

1-5 New Zealand,Christchurch
6-11 Kota Kinabalu, Sabah
12-15 At home feeling feverish
16-20 Camp in school
21 Rest at home
22-23 Vesak Day
24-29 Either do quotation for t-shirt or start doing our final year project
30 First day of being a 3rd Year student of Singapore Polytechnic..Aw...

Next month activities...
1st June Ramdhan's Bday
3rd June Ezahan's bday
11th June Graffitti Competition and Entrepreurnuership Fair at Bukit Gombak North CC
15th June Fida's Bdae
24th June Sad to say...im turning 20 on this day....haiz..

Yupz..next month is a SPECIAL month for me..so MR, can we meet on my bday if possible? if cannot, itz ok. I understand not many peepz are free in the month of June. Haiz..i cant wait to meet my best fren on this month and celebrate with her.

May haven ended yet, im talking about June...ahakz..So ANXIOUS bout my bdae!!! This month like no news about me yeah..sorry..been too packed i think...Ahakz..Take Care Peepz!!

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|3:02 PM|

5/13/2005

I came back from my Sabah trip feeling feverish. That is why I cant blog about my trip there. Sorry peepz...I am too sick to even blog about it. I hope after eating 2 panadols and cough syrup, I will be fine cuz I am only sick at night.Perhapz itz becuz of not enough rest and not enough water in my body.

1st day..6th May
Woke up at 6am in the morning to catch the bus 160 at 6.50am. Not much people taking the bus as it is early in the morning or perhapz itz juz not the weekends. I dunnoe...Ryte..den after reaching Johore..we went to the Senai Airport to catch the MAS plane to Sabah. Haiz, when i reached home from singapore, my father told me there is a direct plane from singapore to sabah but itz expensive cuz taxes here is expensive. I was like...grrr...never mind. Itz all over..I juz hope i dun have to go thru all that again if i have to go to Sabah again....

Reach Sabah and we did window shopping at this shopping centre which I forgot itz name. Nuthin in Sabah interests me...not even the products. I just dunnoe why. Perhapz, my mind is not here. The nature here is good though..

I went to this restaurant after picking my brother-in-law up. Fuyoo...I could see the sunset from here. The scenery here is nice that I CRIED again...The reason was because flashes of my memories with him was relived thru my mind. Ryte MR? We wanted to watched the sunrise and sunset together but it is just, just a dream never to be achieve...or will it? I hope it will. I really hope he will be the one for me but will it happen? will it? Only time will tell...cuz thatz the future, we cant defy the future....thatz the reason why i cry...went back to my sister's house after eating...did i tell you that when my sister mentions his name and how he looks like, i actually cried? yesh, i did..i was so emotional...that she finally stop. My brother in law calm me down by saying it happens to everyone..so dun cry..but i cant stop it..i dunnoe if itz becuz of the results or becuz of my broken heart. Nuthin happens at her home...

2nd day
hmm...what happen this day...err...i think we went to the market.Yeah, we went to the market. Itz the market that opens only on weekends. After the market, i think we went home again before going window shopping again, i think. Gosh, i totally forgot. I remember that we went to celebrate mother's day at pizza hut..but was it on a saturday or sunday...anywayz, it was fun. we ate out again today..

3rd day
itz a sunday and i still dunnoe what happen..perhapz i have a short term memory..sorry guyz..totally forgot what happens on the weekend but i think we just went to the market for this weekends cuz the market here are at the cheapest during the weekends or izzit they only open on weekends. Somewhere around there ar...The belachan here in sabah is not like the belachan you see in singapore. Itz in cylindrical like dodol...hahaz...itz true if u see it..hmm..next tyme i bring in some..cuz my parents lack of money..wokayz..im sure u guyz understand....

4th day..
sit at home cooking..ahakz..serious...cuz after so many days eating out, we decided to eat at home...so watch tv most of the time.

5th day...
hmm...went shopping for shoes at Centrepoint...my mum was frustrated cuz i went from shop to shop buying nuthin...but once i bought something, i bought like 4 shoes...ahakz...yeah...4...haiz..
Eat out again..today...actually, we did nothin except go to their market and eat till our stomachs is full...the food here is great...

6th Day...11th may
I went back home...

In conclusion...I gain my sleep in Christchurch and gain my appetite in Sabah..Nature is the best way to relish all you worries...cuz i gain everything back and i also gain sick..ahakz..im fine now!

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|1:37 PM|

5/05/2005

Hey peepz...I am back for less than 24 hours b4 heading to Sabah...I am so freaking tired but itz ok. I am here to tell you bout my trip to New Zealand...Wokayz here goes...

First Day
Hmm..reach New Zealand at 11am in the morning. I was super tired yet my mum still wants us to go around the city. I could not sleep in the plane cuz I was crying to settle those issues. Haiz..A promise is a promise so there goes the promise..Haiz..Wokayz..Once I landed, guess what I saw..I SAW A LOT, AND I REALLY MEAN A LOT OF HANDSOME GUYS!!! Fuh..wokayz..all are whites. As I am a foreign asian who never see these whites, I was astonished! They are so unlike in TV shows..Believe it or not, I thought i saw a replica of Tom Welling in New Zealand. His eyes, his face, body and the way he talks but hez an Ireland. Haiz..Never talked to him cuz I was too stunned by the handsome guyz. Even the girls there are pretty so I think I dont stand a chance..Haiz..what a waste. If only...Ok, there are some not so handsome but majority are!!! Especially the city. Yeah, once we checked in into our motel, note yeah itz MOTEL not HOTEL..they are worlds apart!!! We straight out to check to the city. Take a bus to the city. The rides are 2 dollars each. Each ride can last up to 2 hours before you pay another 2 dollars. Very cheap but worth it! The city is very big. Hmm..we just went shopping in the city and bought ourselves tickets to the Antartic Centre the next morning.

Second Day
Wake up early in the morning to go to antarctic centre. Hmm..itz like the Snow City in Singapore but even better. Yeah peepz, itz like you are living in the Antarctic. Therez a place called the Storm. Itz the place where you experience the SNOW STORM in the antarctic. The storm made by the fan is super COOLING and I was FREEZING..The place is already like 10 degrees and plus the storm i think it drop to a whopping
-15 degree. Fuh! You gotcha...Then move on to the science part of the south pole. They tell you all the scientific details. I was fascinated by the details while my parents, shall not tell you...

Then at 2pm, I went to the Fudge Cottage. Its the place where they made chocolates. Itz situated at the Arts Centre. Yes Aishah, This is the PLACE for you! Wokayz for all CHOCOLATES FANS OUT THERE!! They show you how they made chocolates or issit fudge..seems the same to me juz that fudge is a bit softer than chocolates. Also, we cannot store fudges in the refrigerator or so they say. In singapore, i think we need to. Itz super hot and HUMID in here. Yeah, everything from the starting of the way they make. They also gives free chocolate tasting for us. So many chocolates that i think i was made full by the chocolates...

After buying so many chocolates, we head off to see the rest of the Arts Centre. It is actually an OLD university being reused as an tourist attractions. If I look closely at this country, itz not much difference than Singapore. Everything seems to be similar. The country is also CLEAN AND GREEN! The people here are more friendlier than here though. Perhaps, we are just so shy to talk. They also never show their anger. Hmm..nice people..How i wish i could stay there longer...for a moment, i seems to forget all my worries.

After viewing the Arts Centre, I went to the Botanic Gardens. I am sure the garden looks fantastic during Summer, Spring and Autumn...I had to reach there at the end of autumn nearing WINTER. The leaves and flowers are all withering and falling. Haiz..so all that i see are branches...haiz...

Then, head off to the museum. Inside the museum, itz more like a dinosaur museum. Or issit? I dunnoe. I am sure they look like a museum. I managed to take a picture of a male student who was waiting outside for his class. I dunnoe why but I think for keepsake purpose, it would be okay. I never ask his name. SO WASTED...Haiz..he was smiling when i asked him if i can take a picture with him.Perhapz, he feels like he was a STAR or something..Hahaz!!!

Den, where were we heading...Back to shopping...Shops here closes at 6pm..so u can imagine why we had to spent our dayz like sumkind of heroes...

Third Day
Everyone in the family woke up late. I think wednesday is a TV day just like tuesday for us. Theres a lot of comedies on wednesday nites..Oops, should mention this later but as i am a TV FREAK, i should put this first. Yupz, the shows on wednesday is all comedies. From friends, JOEY, Scrubs, Simpsons, Malcolm in the Middle, CSI:NEW YORK etc..fuh..nice show..

Wokayz, what did we do yesterday..Hmm..yupz..head off to the GONDOLA(cable car) to the hills of New Zealand only to found out that itz actually a volcano juz like Mt Toba...An inactive volcano. Walk around the volcano area and i saw a spectacular view of NEW ZEALAND..Fuh!! Nice one!! A nice view..Did i take pictures here? I dun think so...haiz..only took the scenery in my phone.

Then, we take a tram. Itz in this tram that i met a replica of Tom Welling and a Singaporean friend(a philippines who lives here). Her name is Rina if im not wrong. She lives in Jurong East. She is shorter than me. Fuh, I really thought she was a school kid at first glance. That was before she told me she was working at the headquarters of Subway restaurant. I was shocked but I keep myself composed. Not nice isnt it to show a shocking look. Yeah, another shopping regime after that..

Note yeah, although itz shopping, mostly was WINDOW shopping cuz itz super ex over there. So only bought stuffs for families...Sorry peepz..no presents for you...im super sorry..I cant afford to buy stuffs for you guyz...

Yeah, itz super nice...being there..next stop, Sabah..my sister's place. I wonder how does it look like. Hmm..will write bout that when i come back. For now, thanx for praying for me. Itz been great. Still settling with the issues...

Next off is my results.......
I got 2 D+...2D+!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!DAMN!!!!WHY THEREZ A DONKEY IN MY RESULTS...THE PAPERS ARE
BUILDING MAINTAINANCE TECHNOLOGY AND
PRINCIPLES OF ACCOUNTS
THESE ARE THE PAPERS I COULD REMEMBER THE REST AS YOU GUYZ KNOW IT...ITZ
1A 2B+ 1B 2C+ 1C...CANT REMEMBER WHAT IS FOR WHAT...CUZ I HATE DONKEYS AND I HAD 2 DONKEYS FOR PAPERS I ACTUALLY HAD CONFIDENCE IN!!! DARN! THIS 2 SEMESTERS I NEED TO WORK EXTRA HARD SO HOW TO DO IT WHEN I HAD COMMITMENTS..Wokayz, i think i had cut down on the commitments, like no SPECIAL BOYFRIEND, no SOFTBALL, no MALAY LANGUAGE SOCEITY..will come only if needed. Yeah, that is meetings..thatz all..wokayz peepz..thatz all...i hate myself to create another 2 DONKEYs in my cert!!!!!!! so altogether 4 DONKEYs....haiz....4!!! Itz 4!!! Haiz...

*[[Giving Myself a Chance]]*
|10:14 PM|