Yesterday....i feel so depressed...today..another depressed day..so not in the mood to study but because paper starts tmrw morning...i have to forced(yupz, FORCED) myself to draw a line between studies and personal. If i never do that, i think my results will be as good as seeing D's in it...Wish me luck that itz a boy and not a DONKEY....Haiz....so stressed up! When will i ever feel independent of myself? Why must i be dependent on others? Why must I bother what other people say about me? Haiz...and WHAT IS LOVE???? Yeah...will write a topic on love soon after my examz...wait for it cuz itz gonna be juicy and interesting??? I supposed so? Yet, I am still loving my guy to bitz and pieces..yeah..a short one...but wat to do..itz exam period and i screw up my construction paper....haiz...........................................................:'(
|1:36 PM|
Aloha peepz!!!! Hi! I am yeah..a bit busy lately..due to mugging? So not!!! Ahakz...yeah...i feel like i dun have the energy to start my revision but rest assured to all of u..i will try my best to get all Bs for my sem exams this year and i hope itz achievable...i need to score a minimum of 70% for every subject to get Bs....Yeah, yeah!!!
Yesterday..I got one test on entre, it was ok but i hope i did quite well considering i did a lot of cock up during my presentation and report..hope everything goes well...den I meet my dream guy at 3.30pm..he handpicked books for the MIQ..which is all about politics..I cant believe that He loves/adores politics...Gosh!! A future MP is in the making, yeah?
After chinese class...I had a gathering with the whole class(so not)...But the dinner was great!! Had a lot of news(more like gossip) and personal talks with people who I never talk before in class..Yeah..We had fun! A lot of fun!!! Yeah baby yeah!! Hmm..somemore what ar...yeah..I love my dearest to bitz and pieces..Gosh! I am sorry..I din keep a secret to all my frens..But still not many people know we patched up so..lets keep it between you and me yeah blog peoples...I gtg now..take care yeah peepz!! Wish me luck for my aim to score all Bs....
|12:45 PM|
Aloha peepz....another story of mine...sorry for not updating....been very bz preparing for my exams...haiz...revision period now..and what am i doing..yeah..been mugging but i feel as if itz not enough....haiz..i hope i will be prepared 100% by the time exams start...with the help of my sayang, faeiz..i think i can do it since he alwayz motivates me to do better in my exams..I will think of my family and him to do extremely well. I hope my average score for this sem is B...i dun want to see a C in my results slip this sem...Lets hope itz achievable...I believe if i study extremely hard enough..i can get that results..wish me luck everyone!!! Please...My average for the whole of sem 3 was C......haiz..that gives a score of lemme see....2??? Yeah...B for boy for every subject...but looking at things going..i wonder..will i get it????? Like faeiz said believe in yourself and you can do it i believe him...I will be confident and work hard to get what i want for my semester results...start small and not do everything together..thatz gonna be my target...Fida's advice..you need to focus, EXTREMELY focus when you are studying then you can get that results Yeah..Everyone...Im giving you guyz tips to study...so itz up to you whether you want it or not..cuz im doing practically that! Cya guyz soon!!!
|6:35 PM|
Hello...itz been quite some time since i blogged yeah peepz? Yeah, i supposed so..whoa sey...yesterday was quite a HOT day....hmm..a lot of things happen yesterday from 4am-10pm...But i shall not state what the heck happen from 4am....itz a secret...shh.......
Wokayz....hmm...i was late for school...as usual..i tot i could missed out on the lecture but ended up still have to come as i finished my report. When i enter, the lecturer was ending her lecture(more like revision)..I FELT SO SAD! I miss the revision part! How would I know that shez goin to do revision..Then, it was break and i found out that it was Lipeng's bdae..Happy belated- bday lipeng! He got such a BIG heart. He treated the WHOLE class to PIZZA HUT...THANK YOU LIPENG!!!! You are the man! Hmm...i had fun! It was like a second class gathering. There were 2 classes eating together inside Pizza Hut..My class and Liyana's class...we had fun!!!
Then...back to class time..so then....at 3pm..we had to do a SITE VISIT at our school. Yeah...itz the building you guyz see in front of T14. It was such a hot day and we have to do the site visit..wearing our helmets and boots..we look like CONSTRUCTION WORKERS....students and lecturers alike look at us like we were some kind of clown..cuz they were smiling at us..I wonder what were they thinking...Haiz...Haiz..i was sweating profusely...Yet.....
Yet, after the site visit, I went to mls room..wanted to get a rest...but end up playing badminton with Hisham, Najib and Ariffin..I did not want to play but seeing najib n ariffin play, i decided to tag along...Then...We played against two chinese guys(whom i dunnoe). Whoa sey...I din realized that I am not the only one who is scared of FAST ball...fuh!!! How good can it get...
Then...hmm.i ate long john's silver with Liyana, Hisham and MASNOR...hmm..yeah..I played a joke on Hasyali..but he still dunnoe till today..I wonder..shud I reveal the truth or continue on playing with it..Im a mystery...hmm..not a lot of peepz know my number yeah! Now then i know..to all those who doesnt have my new number...please ask!!!! Cuz i lost all your numbers....wokayz...chill out now!! Take care peepz!!! Will blog again at nite(if im not tired)...
|11:53 AM|
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Oh my god!! I am Harry Potter!!!! Kewl yeah!! Alwayz lurve that character in Harry Potter..Cant get a hold on the LATEST Harry Potter Book!!!!!
|11:24 AM|
Arlowz peepz...OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG! My Term Test N Exams are around the corner...to be exact, ITZ 3 WEEKS FROM NOW!!!! It will start from the 28th March and stretches up till 11th April....Here are the details:
28th March: Specs And Tender
29th March: Chinese Language
30th March: Construction Technology
1st April: Structures
4th April: Measurement(Archi)
6th April: Accountings
8th April: Construction Project Management
11th April: Building Maintainance Tech.
Fuh!!!!!!!!! All 9 modules altogether!! How good can it get! Feels just like in Secondary 1. Fuh!! And what shud I be doing now? MUGGING but instead...im watching TV and Playing the net...(blogging) since friendster is getting a bit bored..Haiz..shud i tell my boy about this blog?? Have ur say at my TAGBOARD!! PLEASE SAY SOMETHING!!!!!!!!! I will reply!!!! Wokayz chill out now!!!! Eh, WAIT! Did i tell you besides this exam, im taking part in MIQ quiz...Like i can do it liddat..But i think..Ill do any-o-how..cuz itz in malay..haiz..So many things to do and I am SO STRESSED UP!!!
|9:02 PM|
Errr.....did i mention that I was patching up with my ex in my previous post?? OMG!!! I DID! Ooopz..yeah..dunnoe since when but yeah we did..actually, it feels as if we never broke up in the first place...but the BIG picture..you know it is..He is still trying his VERY best to persuade his parents to accept me. I wonder when but soon..Yeah, whatever it is...I AM PREPARED FOR THE WORST OUTCOME...which is..to let my heart be BROKEN for the last time...Yeah,yeah, yeah peepz...ARE YOU DONE WITH YOUR TALKINGS YET? Yes, this girl is crazy, stupid, somemore? You tell me straight when im in school and on my brand-new tag board. HAVE YOUR SAY! I AM OPEN but...but..It will affect me somehow...especially with my relationship...still trying to make it stronger cuz I LOVE HIM A LOT!!!!!!! LOVE HIM TO BITZ AND PIECES!!!
Now...back to my life after that little story supposedly to be untold....but since I accidentally bloop it out...I have to say it out..Where were we? Yeah..my life...here goes as to what happen today...
Today, I met Emilia..So whatz great with this girl..this girl is one of my CLOSEST mate back in Secondary School. Yeah,Norliana,Siti Hadijah, Emilia and me are the best of mates back in secondary school. Whenever I am with these peepz...be sure to see me getting cocky and crazy coz' Im the LOUDEST and the most TOMBOYISH between these 4 peepz. If you don't believe, you can ask these peepz and all that who knows me..such as Jeremy, Khairizan, Isnan, Azhari, Farhan Kamsani and etc...Yeah..Till today, whenever I am with them, I am still the same. I just do not know why I cant be like that in front of my poly mates..perhapz, circumstances or that I am still blending in with the groupz..I am juz too self-centred..having thoughts that they wont like me if im like this and that..so i think I just keep quiet and be like any normal girl but..still peepz say, I still act like a TOMBOY. Whoa sey...so how? But itz just so different with them and my primary close frens such as Nazura and Yasmin. Weird eh..my close FRIENDS are GIRLS Let me repeat..GIRLS but why am I a TOMBOY? I also do not know...Haiz..Oopz...going wayward from what I want to say...
Anywayz, yeah...Guess what we did today..I went to my SECONDARY SCHOOL..DUNEARN!!!! But..since itz a wednesday..the teachers were having their STAFF MEETING...DAMN! We thought we could meet up with them..We check out the staffs..and you know what...there were too many new teachers...Finally..i saw the new Vice Principal face-2-face..She look so YOUNG and PRETTY. WOW! Yeah, Siti's was ryte about her! She is too young! Don't know how old..skali..she managed to hide her age..we just dont know how these cosmetics on the shelf could do to our skin ya know...When I enter the gatez...I SAW A VISION! Really..like in the TV..where suddenly you were transported back to the dayz when you are in SECONDARY SCHOOL. From secondary 1 to Secondary 5...FUH!!!! A Dozens of MEMORIES!! If i were to write my memories...It will take like the whole of my blog..so I supposed....since it is MEMORIES back in Secondary School and you know how adventurous that must be..You guyz been there!!!
Yeah thatz it!! Chill out now!!!
|10:04 PM|
U guyz know something....I type so nicely just now and then this computer so easily delete the whole thing!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow!!!!! So good!!!!!! I hate this! Today, I had a bad day in skewl with my friends scolding me for still wanting my ex back to be my boyfriend...They were mean...giving me all the mean jokes but please lor....YOU DONT NEED A REASON TO LOVE A PERSON...I am gonna let my heart to be BROKEN by HIM yet again..so is there a problem? Yessa, it is...Almost everyone I surveyed states very clearly....THEY WONT ASK FOR A PATCH UP! Need me to repeat again...They wont...the number of percentage who asked for a patch up and break up a few months later is also A LOT...So, need I ask for more? So whats the moral of this story..DUN ASK FOR PATCH UP! Itz just crazy work.......So now, what should i do?? With my tag board down...i dunnoe what the heck happen, i shall try and look at what happen!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....................OH MAN...I shall save it 1st b4 it got lost again...Yupz..this is the saved version of the 2nd one I type...Dont want to type again...
|10:15 PM|
Almost here by Brian McFadden and Delta Goodrem
Brian: Did I hear you right?
'Cos i thought you said,
Lets think it over.
You have been my life,
And I never planned,
Growing old without you.
Shadows bleeding through the light,
Where the love once shined so bright,
Came without a reason.
Don't let go on us tonight,
Love's not always black and white,
Why haven't I always loved you?
Delta:
And when I need you
You're almost here
And I know thats,
Not enough.
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cos you're only almost here.
Brian:
I would change the world,
If I had a chance,
Oh won't you let me.
Treat me like a child,
Throw your arms around me,
Oh please protect me.
Both: Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered now it hurts.
Brian: Oh havent I always loved you?
Delta: And when I need you
You're almost here
And I know thats,
Not enough.
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cos you're only almost here.
Delta: Oooh oh
Both: Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Brian: Haven't I always loved you?
Delta: But when i need you,
You're almost here
Brian: Well I never knew how far behind I left you
Delta: And when I hold you,
You're almost here
Brian: Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
Both: And now I'm with you,
I'm close to tears
Brian: 'Cos I know I'm almost here.
Both: Only almost here
|10:48 PM|
Halo peepz...here i am today...had such a boring nite as usual...But today, I learnt How to cook!!!!!!!! I cook 2 dishes today...Sambal goreng and Daging masak pattaya..Fuh..not trying to brag but i think it tastes delicious the daging ar..sambal goreng terlebih santan..so not nice..But for a beginner, shud be ok kotz...
Hmm....it was more like a family thing cooking together...practically everyone was there in the kitchen. Yeah, my mum, my dad and me together cooking! How cool is tat! Learning to cook from one person to another...ahakz but i did the cooking with mum helping me to do the ingredients. Tomorrow will be cooking brownies to be brought to school on monday. I hope the brownies taste nice! Cant wait! Gosh! I love to cook now!! Gosh!!
If only i could cook for my dearest faeiz..Oopz..yeah, yeah i know..itz over..i should get over it but i cant. He will alwayz be in my heart..till i find another soulmate who have an affinity unlike no other, this guy will b in my heart...Hope will be there if i keep praying..im still holding on to him..i hope all goes well between him and his mom..i really hope he will keep persuading his mum to accept me...but what the heck...it will be near impossible but no harm hoping ryte so long as i dun keep pestering him..which i still do..So this girl is still crazy with no pride of what shez saying..One day, i hav to let go of him. But till that day comes, i will be who i am now..He said, i have changed..but i dont see any difference..is there peepz? If we really patched up together, what would have happened? I wonder...
Haiz...skewl projects and homeworks yet to be done..I shud really start mugging...Semester exams is like end of this month and what am i doing..i am still so not in the mood but i will keep my will going..with the motivation posters i bought for myself, i hope im motivated by the words...esp the Take Each Day At A Time...That will apply to me now..Take each day and step at a time to live my life to the fullest! Yeah...this girl is trying her best to be feminine but a step at a time...moving towards the 3rd year..and u guyz will hopefully, see a brand new sharifah..
1st off....the tudung...
2nd off...the contact lens...
3rd off...my dressing code..still considering..(but i doubt it will change)
4th...my attitude towards life...
5th...the way i talk and walk......(i doubt that will change)
So out of the 5...2 of them, i have done..so..wait and see hor...
|10:32 PM|
Woo!!! Guess what peepz, today in another history I had another adventure with Hisham and Liyana!! You peepz wanna noe sumthing, I AM FINALLY SICK!!!!!!!! YEAH!!! Sick with FEVER, SORE THROAT AND FLU. Hmm...let me see, where shall i start my blog story...
Wokayz...On the way to skewl, i met this guy called danny. Wokayz, whatz so great about this guy. He was my primary school classmate and I din actually realize it till TODAY! And to think, I have been talking to him like for a year now. Can you imagined that!!!! I was so pai sey sia..Did you know how much he have changed over the years...Man! You should really see his primary school picture and now.From a quite fat guy to a SHUAI, HANDSOME guy!!! Oh man!!!!! VERY SIA!! A lot of change and me, still the same. Same goes to FAEIZ...From a charming guy to a MORE CHARMING person..to top it off, Hez HANDSOME...in my eyes but dunnoe bout u peepz
Afta Skewl...
On the way to Peace Centre....Did u guyz know that I actually found out a lot of info about liyana AND Hisham? Of course this info is between them and me. So sorry peepz, no questions asked. We were walking in a circle searching for this PEACE CENTRE. Gosh!!! Haiz, at least I learnt something new about these two peepz. I was talking non-stop about this guy I met earlier that day(refer to 1st para) and also bout the date with faeiz and his best friend. To think, i was super sick yet I can still talk NON-STOP.
At the PEACE CENTRE...
Hmm...while we were checking out the prices for the printing of one book(NURHAYAT MAG), we saw....MAYUNI OMAR!!! Oh MAN!! I was super stunned, shocked to have met a composer in real life. Yes peepz, Being a COMPOSER, RENOWNED COMPOSER is one of my DREAM!! Thus, this is the only chance..Itz either I can or cannot be a composer lies with him! Yes!! We talked to him and guess what! Hez opening up a skewl in april for peepz like me who are interested in composing, playing and singing POP songs!!!! OMG!!!! I cant wait to start skewl there!!! I want to take up COMPOSING COURSE!!!! Thatz my aim!!!!!!!!! Yessa!! Suddenly i see a light of hope!!!! A LIGHT OF HOPE!!!! GOSH!!!!!!YEAH, BABY YEAH!!!!! And suddenly, I feel so healthy again! So sad!!
At the ESPLANADE...
Hmm...while walking to the esplanade, both of my friends, asked me to CATWALK! Like i so ever gonna do it. Yeah, Itz one of those agenda to make myself upgraded since so many people been asking me to be MORE feminine...Yessa! I so wanna make myself feminine but so not now!! I love myself as it is yet i want myself to be a bit high profile. Isnt that contradicting? YES! It is! Hmm, then, we saw this shop which sells all those popular movies stuff and drop by. I dunnoe that therez so MANY Harry Potter's fan out there till today!! I even bought myself Harry Potter Calender. Guess again, all the stuff's that they sell are limited! So once itz sold out, dun bother looking for it cuz u will never get anything like that again. So, u better buy it if u really want it. Dont and dilly dally and save up your money. Cuz itz LIMITED!
At the Bras Basah...
Hmm, went to mercy relief organization office and register myself as a volunteer..wonder if it will be like the NKFS..is it? I dunnoe but i know im so gonna DONATE my BLOOD!! Haiz..loads of things to be discuss..
Home sweet home...feeling energetic..to think i was so sick early in the morning....
|10:51 PM|
hello peepz..yeah..as promised from this month onwards, no more about my sad love story..actually, im tempted to say it out but made a promise to u guyz, so i guess itz skewl and my life besides my sad love story. Hmm..yesterday, i met him and his best friend. We had a great time. His best friend was sumone, i dunnoe but ok ar..can get along though his voice is super soft, can hardly hear a thing but i think itz because hez not feeling well. If hez ok, i think it wont be that soft anymore. His dressing was ok. His voice is SUPER NICE!!! Haiz..as for my darling ex...i got nothin to say..juz that..I LOVE HIM A LOT!!! Too bad for me, i cant talk about him anymore...Wokayz peepz, gtg now...class about to start...Be prepared for my tags yeah!!!
|1:01 PM|