Just a gentle whisper,
Told me that you're gone.
Leaving only memories,
Where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then,
So let me say them now.
I'm still in love with you.
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me
And I'll be there
I'll be there waiting
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like i do
Come to me now
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer
Our love is forever
Holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
Love has found
Love has found
A way
I'm in love
I'm so in love
I'm in love
Yes I'm in love
I'm so in love
With you
Haiz...What a day I had today..I wonder if i keep on looking like a zombie..what would peepz say...I feel like a zombie today..esp after talking to him on the phone..Suddenly, i feel the reality really hurts! Yesh boy, I am letting you go..So feel happy about it! Feel very satisfied with the voice tat made me go back to reality! Yesh boy, we are going to be just friends but I shall try my best not to disturb you anymore since I am such a desperado who is seaching for your love which I practically am. But i think If i juz sit down and wait...like they say, we are created in pairs..we juz have to find the other half and i dun want to find it. Let it come to me. I am on the verge of waking up from my sleep..which apparently, keeps turning into nightmare everytime. Just like yesterdae..weird, why am i crying now when im supposed to cry yesterday? Why am I so stupid looking back? I have miscalculated a lot of things. I have done a mess out my life. I created a hole in my heart without knowing. Yesh boy, tat hole was the love tat i lost. You are my memory as a boyfriend whom i hope to be my future husband but it din happen. You are the one that i want but fate says you cant be mine. I gave my heart away to you and you said i was guilty of taking your heart away from you. More like, u shoud be guilty! Cuz, I feel numb. wherez my heart to feel pain? I am hurt now. Tat why i ask u to tell me what am i supposed to feel. Now then i know, im supposed to feel like this....heartbroken, shacked, no concentration to do work, slacked, zombie, and all to do with pain. Yesh boy, Im feeling pain now! R u happy now? R u happy now that i finally found a reason to hate you. The reason I hate you is because I fell in love with you too hard for me to be friends and let go of you as my boyfriend. I have to take a lot and lots of courage to change this mentality of mine that you are no longer my boyfriend. Yes, yesterday, still in my dream. Today's LUNCH time, Reality! You made it! Your coldness to me juz now was excellent so much so it makes me think. Thanx to all my frens and peeps for helping get to this reality! A hurtful reality..Now, i wish im entering back to my dream where everything seems perfect in my eyes. Yesh boy, still trying hard to make u my friend...if u read this, msg me or something. Yesh boy, waiting for you now..take care peepz..
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Soul: Sharifah Nurulhuda
Age:20
First Cry: 240685
Schools: South View Pri, Dunearn Sec, Singapore Poly
Hometown: Teck Whye Lane
Hangouts: Causeway Point, Bugis, Jurong Point, Orchard, Esplanade
[[ The Wishlist ]]
Get better grades this year
Get a driving licence at the shortest possible time
Learn to love myself more
Be more confident of myself
Try to live to the fullest
Be a renowned COMPOSER one day
To help out with my family to have an easy life in future
To rely on myself instead of others